DEFEATED BEFORE EVEN TRYING

But Caleb tried to quiet the people as they stood before Moses. “Let’s go at once to take the land,” he said. “We can certainly conquer it!” But the other men who had explored the land with him disagreed. “We can’t go up against them! They are stronger than we are!” [Numbers 13:30-31 (NLT)]

Twelves scouts went to explore the land of Canaan; ten saw only the giants and two, while seeing the giants, also saw a land flowing with milk and honey. Ten men saw only the challenges while two saw the rewards. Ten men saw the glass half empty; two saw it half full. Ten saw the clouds, and two saw the silver lining.

I had a writing project due but all I could see was what I perceived to be an insurmountable obstacle in writing it. The obstacle: other people were involved in the event about which I thought I needed to write, people who probably wouldn’t be pleased to see the story in print. I saw only the giants in my way and, as a result, didn’t start on the project. Writer’s block had me defeated before even trying to write. In a chance conversation with a friend, I confided my dilemma. “Have you asked?” was her simple reply. “They’ll say no!” was mine. But would they? Taking her words to heart, I asked God for guidance and then shot off an email with my request to write about this specific subject.

Once I’d taken this small step of asking instead of assuming and, more important, trusting my dilemma to God, my giant didn’t seem so big. Confident that, if God wanted this story told, He would give me the words, I stepped out in faith and started writing to see where God would lead me. Instead of conceding defeat because of the obstacle in my path, God showed me a way to step around it. By the time my first draft was complete, I’d written it in such a way that everyone’s privacy was respected and no would be embarrassed, hurt or offended.

Like the Israelites, we often see predicaments instead of prospects: the chance of failure rather than success. I saw defeat before I’d started and I nearly gave up without even trying. The Israelites wanted their problems solved and the giants defeated before stepping out in faith and trusting that God would find a way. Because of their lack of faith, only Caleb and Joshua, the two scouts who believed, lived to set foot in Canaan over forty years later. Fortunately, I finally heeded God’s command to be neither afraid nor discouraged and my project was completed (and in way less than forty years!)

This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go. [Joshua 1:9 (NLT)]